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Apr. 26th, 1999 | 03:41 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

IMalcolmJP: ::gets some cold water and pours it on himself, turns into a girl.::
Billy Low: gkKk...
ChezIsMe: ... ::Looks at Dan::
IMalcolmJP: ::giggles and runs off.::
Billy Low: LOL
ChezIsMe: ::Crushes Josh's face in slow mo::
ChezIsMe: LOL DAN
ChezIsMe: ::Logs quickly::
Billy Low: ::his head flattens as his brains spew out of his head::
IMalcolmJP: ::prances around smelling flowers and such.::
Billy Low: ::from being crushed;:
ChezIsMe: ::Gather his head::
ChezIsMe: ::Offers it to Dan::
Billy Low: ::anime speed lines emphasize the spewing of his brain matter::
IMalcolmJP: :;takes it and eats it.::
ChezIsMe: ...
Billy Low: ...
ChezIsMe: EWWWW
Billy Low: That's one fucked up little girl.
ChezIsMe: ::Nodnod::
IMalcolmJP: ::slaps him.:: Such bad language.
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Jul. 7th, 1999 | 03:40 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

IWanaMini: much pain comes to my teeth
IWanaMini: mucho grandes
SpA Carter: much pain comes to my feelings...all mara's doing is teaming up with amber..
</font> IWanaMini: Well she smells
IWanaMini: Anyway
IWanaMini: Back to my teeth..
SpA Carter: ::Cracks up::
</font> IWanaMini: lol
IWanaMini: sh
IWanaMini: This dentist is coming at me with this drill,K?
SpA Carter: Kay
</font> IWanaMini: And Im like Oh my god... and it gows REEREEERERRR and I can still FEEEEEEL it
IWanaMini: And i SCREAMED
SpA Carter: LOL
</font> IWanaMini: I was lieke GIVE ME THE GAS GIVE ME THE GAS
IWanaMini: and ghe gave me another shot
SpA Carter: LOL
</font> IWanaMini: And I could NOT FEEL or MOVE my tongue
SpA Carter: ::Cracks up::
</font> IWanaMini: But i could STILL FEEL the drill
IWanaMini: And i SCREAM
IWanaMini: And im going GIVE ME THE GAS GIVE ME HTE GAS
IWanaMini: Log that
SpA Carter: Kay LOL
</font> IWanaMini: LOL
SpA Carter: Even the </font> SpA Carter: much pain comes to my feelings...all mara's doing is teaming up with amber
</font> IWanaMini: Well she sme
IWanaMini: And I ate an onion ring and since I couldnt feen anything its just like hanging there in mymouth...
SpA Carter: ??
IWanaMini: she smells./...
IWanaMini: I did say shes me..
SpA Carter: Heh..k I'll log it..
IWanaMini: IWanaMini: Well she smells
IWanaMini: I bit my tongue so hard, I thought there was a gummi bear in my mouth. Little did I know it was my tongue, and I tried to eat it, therefore I have half the tongue I did before. But I couldnt tell what was going on, and how the gummi bear (my tongue) had gotten there, all I knew was that gummi bears were for chewing and chew I did...
SpA Carter: LOL
IWanaMini: SO here I am chewing on my tongue and my sister goes "Why are you eating your tongue?" And I was like "uhhh.. oh..."
SpA Carter: LoL
IWanaMini: Jeez
IWanaMini: GIVE ME THE GAS! THE GAS I SAY!
SpA Carter: LOL OK
SpA Carter:
So anyway my day SUCKS
SpA Carter: But I saw Shakespeare in Love..and..stuff..
IWanaMini: Mine, too.
SpA Carter: And ate SOUR PATCH KIDS which I could tell the difference from my tongue and it.
SpA Carter: So I'm SMART
SpA Carter: Kay
IWanaMini: Sh shut up
SpA Carter: ::Sh:: Hehehe.
IWanaMini: Oh*
IWanaMini: LOL
SpA Carter: LOL
SpA Carter:
Stuttering "Sh-sh-sh-shut up! ::Sobs::"
IWanaMini: lol
IWanaMini: Youre still calling me tomororororow, right?
SpA Carter: ::Fucks up:: I dunno am I?
IWanaMini: LMAO!
SpA Carter: Heeeheee!!
IWanaMini: You snot.
SpA Carter: ::Snot::
IWanaMini: ::Booger::
SpA Carter: ::NOOGIE::
IWanaMini: ::you mean loogie?::
SpA Carter: ...::Doesn't know where that came from::
IWanaMini: ::yeah::
IWanaMini: ::OK kase...::
SpA Carter: ::Damn::
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Jun. 15th, 1999 | 03:37 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

SpA SculIy: Someone have midol?
SpA SculIy: Chez?
SpA Carter: ...
SpA Carter: ::Cracks up::
Com Hornet: Midol?
PwrEnclave: (9Its a Gun Off Of Unreal, Nickname, The Pocket Howitzer))
SpA SculIy: teehe
Com Hornet: I could use some of that!
SpA SculIy: LOL!
PwrEnclave: :Takes Aim At A Parking Meter:
SpA Carter: ...
SpA SculIy: YOU NEED MIDOL?
SpA Carter: ::Ka-blink::
SpA Carter: ::Edges away from Greg behind Spam::
SpA SculIy: ::Laughs hysterically::
PwrEnclave: :Fires And Takes Aim At The next One:
Com Hornet: Those menstrual pains hurt!
PwrEnclave: :Slings Rifle:
Com Hornet: OoOh..
SpA SculIy: ..
SpA Carter: ...
Com Hornet: ::shuts up::
SpA Carter: ((::LOGS!!::))
SpA SculIy: Uh...::Backs up and trips over Chez::
Com Hornet: ((NO!))
Com Hornet: ((dont log!!!))
SpA Carter: ((LOL I HAVE TO!))
SpA SculIy: Ow.
PwrEnclave: :Trows A Brick At Scully:
OnlineHost: PwrEnclave rolled 3 65-sided dice: 63 7 19
SpA SculIy: OW!
Com Hornet: ((I'll report you to AOL!!!))
PwrEnclave: Mwahahahahaha
SpA SculIy: YOU BITCH!
SpA SculIy: ::tackles Pwr to the ground::
PwrEnclave: Uh Oh
OnlineHost: SpA SculIy rolled 3 65-sided dice: 7 28 18
SpA Carter: ((You wouldn't! That would be my last warning and I'd lose AOL!))
PwrEnclave: ACK!
PwrEnclave: :Kicks Her Off:
SpA SculIy: ::punches him instead::
SpA Carter: ((Forever and ever and everrrrrrr...))
OnlineHost: PwrEnclave rolled 3 65-sided dice: 8 63 16
OnlineHost: SpA SculIy rolled 3 65-sided dice: 59 37 39
Com Hornet: ((then dont log!))
PwrEnclave: :Runs And Hides:
SpA Carter: ((TOO LATE! :P))
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May. 16th, 1999 | 03:25 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

XFKurtzwei: (( Guys I think i have Crabs))
SpA Carter: But, I won't let him.
SpA Carter: ((...))
SpA Carter: ((Um.))
XFKurtzwei: ((:: scratches roch uncontroalabbky::))
SpA Carter: ((THANKS FOR SHARING!))
SpA Bambi: ((YUCK!))
SpA Carter: ((::Gags::))
SpA Bambi: ((::cringes:: NASTY!))
MarkXFrine: ((...scarred...for...life...))
SpA Bambi: ((::runs away to ralph::))
SpA Carter: ((Do you KNOW how long it's gonna take to erase that phrase form my mind, Kurtz!?))
SpA Bambi: ((God I will be scarred for life as well!))
MarkXFrine: ((here, this might help::reaches his foot through the screen and kicks him in the nuts::))
XFKurtzwei: (( No ))
SpA Carter: ((Long..long..time.))
SpA Carter: ((::Sobs:: Forever scarred..))
XFKurtzwei: ((:: enjoyed every second of the pain::))
MarkXFrine: ((::points and laughs::))
SpA Bambi: ((we can go to counselling Carter))
OnlineHost: SandshrwXL has entered the room.
OnlineHost: SandshrwXL has left the room.
MarkXFrine: ((count me in!))
SpA Carter: ((Yes..))
SpA Bambi: ::sighs::
SpA Carter: ((Just don't come to my current therapist..))
SpA Carter: (( He's gay.))
SpA Bambi: ::kicks an imaginary soccer ball::
XFKurtzwei: :: Feels a slight dampness in his pants and blushes beacuse he is embarresseed::
SpA Bambi: ((Really?))
SpA Carter: ((::Nodnod::))
MarkXFrine: ((a gay therapist...count me out))
SpA Carter: ((Freaks the hell outta me. ::Shudders:: "Group hug..!"))
SpA Bambi: ((::gags:: God Kurtz man person you are being... well... pottiesh))
SpA Carter: (("Ah..no."))
SpA Carter: ((::Cracks up::))
XFKurtzwei: (( you guys know i am kidding ))
SpA Carter: ((Better than english homework.))
SpA Bambi: ((I hope so!))
SpA Bambi: ((Well Carter... Gay Therapist,,, Homowork))
SpA Bambi: *HOME!
SpA Carter: ((::Cracks up::))
MarkXFrine: ((LOL!!!))
SpA Carter: ((OH MY GOD, SARAH THAT'S HILARIOUS!))
SpA Bambi: ((OOH MAN!))
SpA Carter: ((::Hasn't has this good a laugh ever since her aunt died::))
SpA Carter: ((::Seriously has to log::))
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May. 1st, 1999 | 03:20 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

SpA Carter: ::Raises an arm, about to smack Dayvid::
SpA Bambi: Oh God he must have snuck around in my med cabinet.
SpA Carter: I don't like him... ::Drops her arm to her said::
SpA Carter: Side**
SpA Bambi: ::slaps her face with both hands:: Agh there's stuff in there people shouldn't see...
OnlineHost: Dayvid z has left the room.
SpA Carter: ((CURSES, SCULLY, You"ve passed on the evil typo disease!))
SpA SculIy: You have sleeping pills?
SpA Bambi: ((ha!))
SpA SculIy: ((MWAHAHA))
SpA Bambi: Well yeah.
SpA Carter: ((AHHHHHHHHhHHhhhh))
SpA SculIy: ((STD))
SpA Carter: ((Sexually?!))
SpA Bambi: I was having sleeping trouble
SpA Carter: ((Um..))
SpA SculIy: ((LOL!))
SpA SculIy: ((NO!))
SpA Bambi: ((STD???))
SpA Bambi: ((UH OH!))
SpA SculIy: ((Scully Typo Disease!))
SpA Carter: ((Sexually Transmitted DIsease?!?!))
SpA Carter: ((OH LOL!))
SpA Bambi: ((Well that sounds bad Scully))
SpA SculIy: ((LMAO! NO!))
SpA Carter: ((WE SHOULDN'T SAY THAT!))
SpA Bambi: ((LMAO!!))
SpA Carter: ((ROFLMAO))
SpA Bambi: ((How about DTD))
SpA Bambi: ((Dana Typo Disease))
SpA SculIy: ((Help! I have a sexually transmitted disease! ))
SpA Carter: ((Deadly Typo Disease..))
SpA SculIy: ((Its can be our like...))
SpA SculIy: ((CODE!))
SpA Carter: ((LOL))
SpA Bambi: ((AHH!!! LOL!))
SpA Carter: ((ROFLMAO))
SpA Carter: ((STOP IT YOU'RE HURTING MY THROAT))
SpA SculIy: ((Godamn you Mulder!))
SpA Bambi: ((Cracking up!))
SpA SculIy: ((hehe))
SpA Bambi: ((GOD! ROFLMAO!))
SpA SculIy: ((heheh))
SpA Carter: ((::Laughing so hard::))
SpA Bambi: ((SCULLY!))
SpA SculIy: ((::spit out her water all over the place::))
SpA SculIy: ((Hehehe))
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Jul. 12th, 1999 | 03:19 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

XxDScully: ..I come in here and Kase says "THREE can play at THIS game!" I am scared
SpA Carter: LOL
XxDScully: what are you guys doing in here?
SpA Carter: ROFLMAO
Mara Karde: Haha! Look! I'm gay! I'm writing in pink!
AmberMFB1: Bob Dole is losing eyesight
SpA Carter: .....
XxDScully: Bob Dole doesnt do that...
AmberMFB1: LOL
XxDScully: EW
AmberMFB1: WOODCHUCK
SpA Carter: ::Cracks up::
XxDScully: ITS WOODCHUCK
SpA Carter: WOODCHUCK
SpA Carter: LOL
XxDScully: LMAO!
SpA Carter: OMFG
AmberMFB1: LOL
XxDScully: ::LOGLOGLOG::

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Jul. 8th, 1999 | 02:03 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

AmberMFB1: I have to call that stupid guy now.
AmberMFB1: ::sighs::
SpA Carter: AW
AmberMFB1: DIEDIEDIE
AmberMFB1: I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU
AmberMFB1: DIEEEE
SpA Carter: ::Dies::....
SpA Carter: ::Sobs because Spaz doesn't want to go out with her::
AmberMFB1: LOLSHUT UP
AmberMFB1: Twiiiiiiiizzlers.
AmberMFB1: New e-mail.
SpA Carter: I LOVE YOU? YOU LOVE ME?
SpA Carter: THAT MEANS YOULL DATE ME?
AmberMFB1: Yes! I WILL! ::cries happily::
AmberMFB1: ...no.
SpA Carter: YEAH!
SpA Carter: LOL! ::Logs::
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Jun. 17th, 1999 | 01:52 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs

AmberMFB1: look who finally came back :)
SpA Carter: Rerow! HISS
AmberMFB1: hehe
SpA Carter: Heh, suppppppp?
AmberMFB1: I'm getting ready to get off myself
AmberMFB1: not much.. I have an audition tomorrow
AmberMFB1: I gotta be up in EIGHT WHOLE HOURS
AmberMFB1: I'm the baby, I need my sleep.
SpA Carter: Audition?!
SpA Carter: For what?
AmberMFB1: band ::snickers::
AmberMFB1: I wish it was something else
SpA Carter: Aw.
SpA Carter: You'll do awesome, chica
AmberMFB1: I want to act so bad, but no one cares
SpA Carter: You should try!
SpA Carter: I act.
AmberMFB1: up
AmberMFB1: ::LOL::
SpA Carter: Not..professionally.
SpA Carter: LOL HEY
AmberMFB1: YOU DO
AmberMFB1: hehe
SpA Carter: Hehe
AmberMFB1: Shane died after you left.
AmberMFB1: He was obsessing
SpA Carter: LOL
SpA Carter: Oh God.
SpA Carter: LOCATE HIM!
SpA Carter: OMG
AmberMFB1: anywho, I went to an agent in Dallas a long time ago, when I was still real shy, but she was mean
AmberMFB1: ...what sn is he on?
SpA Carter: Drgnet Dgr
AmberMFB1: that's him?!
AmberMFB1: AHH!
AmberMFB1: ew.
AmberMFB1: lol
SpA Carter: LOL WHAT DID HE DO?
AmberMFB1: ew.
SpA Carter: Dont tell me you liked him or something, LOL
AmberMFB1: I dunno but I got like two e-mails with his name in it
AmberMFB1: NO LOL
SpA Carter: LOL
AmberMFB1: I haven't been around much in the past three weeks
SpA Carter: Yeah I noticed! I got back from vacation and I was like "I've seen everyone! But Kris..AWW"
AmberMFB1: ::picks up Socks::
SpA Carter: ::Picks up shoes::
AmberMFB1: he says hi.
SpA Carter: HI SOCKS
AmberMFB1: LOL not funny
SpA Carter: Heehee shh
AmberMFB1: Then why did I say LOL? hehe
SpA Carter: LOL
AmberMFB1: jmr4ne
AmberMFB1: kitty on the keyboard.
AmberMFB1: hehe..
AmberMFB1: he ran away.
AmberMFB1: I have SGD and BSD...sigh
SpA Carter: AW
SpA Carter: I have BSD and STD
AmberMFB1: Ack, cat hair on the keyboard.
AmberMFB1: ST...AH
SpA Carter: LOLOL NO
SpA Carter: Scully Typing Disease!
AmberMFB1: Oh, LOL
AmberMFB1: She has two diseases named after her.
AmberMFB1: No fair.
SpA Carter: We used to joke about stuff like Mulder gave her the STD.
AmberMFB1: LOLOL
SpA Carter: THEN SHE LEFT or something.
AmberMFB1: Speaking of Mulders...
SpA Carter: Whataahaha?
AmberMFB1: I have to e-mail a Mulder.
AmberMFB1: And I just did.
SpA Carter: yay
AmberMFB1: yeah
SpA Carter: SPEAKING OF MULDERS
AmberMFB1: ...
SpA Carter: Why did you leave Mulder XF7?
AmberMFB1: I DIDN'T you assigned me a new partner when I joined that stupid guild
AmberMFB1: OW
AmberMFB1: brb
SpA Carter: That's a different SN though!!
SpA Carter: I can unassign you him.
SpA Carter: ....That ...messed ....up somewhere in a grammatical area.
AmberMFB1: owowow
AmberMFB1: I know hehe
AmberMFB1: I dunno, I don't want to hurt anyone
SpA Carter: It's up to you.
AmberMFB1: Maybe I should be partnerless
SpA Carter: AW.
SpA Carter: That would suck.
AmberMFB1: Yeah, but..
SpA Carter: It's up to you, chica.
AmberMFB1: OH YEAH I WROTE SHANE A LETTER
AmberMFB1: LOL hang on
SpA Carter: LOL Ok
AmberMFB1: Help me with my profiiiiiile
SpA Carter: Okay! Is this character again?
AmberMFB1: Nope.. Kris-profile
SpA Carter: Ohhhhhh Ok!
SpA Carter: Let's examin the present.
AmberMFB1: e
SpA Carter: SHUT UP
SpA Carter: LOL
AmberMFB1: ::tears the present open:: OOH!
AmberMFB1: I mean..
AmberMFB1: ::hh::
SpA Carter: ..LOL
AmberMFB1: Shane doesn't know what snail=mail is.
AmberMFB1: snail-mail*
SpA Carter: Aw.
AmberMFB1: So I'm teasing him
AmberMFB1: hehe
SpA Carter: Hehehe.
SpA Carter: He writhes.
SpA Carter: OK PROFILE
AmberMFB1: YEAH
SpA Carter: ...
SpA Carter: I can't think of anything for it.
AmberMFB1: The present stinks, I know
AmberMFB1: Oh thanks.
SpA Carter: I MEAN
SpA Carter: Spamburger Hamburger
AmberMFB1: HEHE
AmberMFB1: OHOHOH
SpA Carter: WHATWHATWHAT
AmberMFB1: I called Amy "Spam" and her return insult was "Whipped Cream Supreme!" I about died laughing.
AmberMFB1: ...you had to be there.
SpA Carter: ...Ok
AmberMFB1: Aaah! My back itches.
AmberMFB1: finally you said somethiun'
SpA Carter: ::Scratch::
AmberMFB1: I was gettin' worried
AmberMFB1: ::goes hunting for her cat::
SpA Carter: Hehehe im gonna go
SpA Carter: Im tired, it's 2:30
AmberMFB1: I'm tired, it's 1:30
AmberMFB1: LOL
AmberMFB1: I'll see you friday
SpA Carter: LOL WHOA OK
SpA Carter: ::Hughug::
AmberMFB1: ::hughug backback:: Night
SpA Carter: Welp..
SpA Carter: When I see ya..it'll be a whole new set of barn animals, I tell ya..
AmberMFB1: ...eh?!
SpA Carter: In CALLIEfornia
SpA Carter: SHANE-O lives
AmberMFB1: yeah
AmberMFB1: eyahehayh
SpA Carter: sdfljksdlfjsdfsdf;lsjkdf';sladjfa;sdjfsda;klfjdkl; AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH do you still have bolt?
AmberMFB1: yeah
SpA Carter: YAY bolt note me
AmberMFB1: ok, on friday
AmberMFB1: I'm goiing to bed
SpA Carter: Night night </html>
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May. 9th, 1999 | 01:27 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs


SpAMalcolm: LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! ::tips over::
SpA Carter: ::Picks her up::
SpAMalcolm: Whee!
SpA Carter: LoL
SpA Carter: ::Melts::
SpAMalcolm: ::sizzle:: I can do that to you, ya know.
SpA Carter: LOL
SpA Carter: Shusssssh
SpAMalcolm: ::laughing really hard::
SpA Carter: That..is scary.
SpAMalcolm: I KNOW
SpA Carter: Heehee
SpAMalcolm: ::calms::
SpAMalcolm: ::listening to delirious?::
SpA Carter: ::Isn't::
SpAMalcolm: ::knew that::
SpA Carter: ::Heehees::
SpAMalcolm: MY NAME IS BOB JOE BILLY JIM JOHN JACOB JAMES FRANK HARRY BILL JACKSON!
SpA Carter: Whoa..
SpA Carter: Hi Bob Joe Billy Job John Jacob James Frank Harry Bill Jackson!
SpAMalcolm: Hiya!
SpA Carter: JACKSON!
SpA Carter: Jackson Five?
SpAMalcolm: What's yer---HUH?!
SpAMalcolm: uh...no.
SpAMalcolm: UHHHHHHHHHno
SpAMalcolm: teehee
SpA Carter: UH LoL
SpAMalcolm: SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOWWWWW!
SpA Carter: AH
SpA Carter: ::Runs::
SpAMalcolm: Hey me an' Shane could have a duet.
SpAMalcolm: LOL
SpA Carter: LOL OMG
SpA Carter: That was so funny.
SpAMalcolm: T'har.
SpA Carter: She blows
SpAMalcolm: NONO tuh-har.
SpAMalcolm: nevermind
SpAMalcolm: I DO NOT!
SpA Carter: LOL
SpA Carter: ::Cracks up::
SpA Carter: SORRY
SpA Carter: GTG
SpA Carter: :[
SpA Carter: Or..GTF..
SpAMalcolm: LOL ::falls over::
SpA Carter: Heehee
SpA Carter: ::Picks her up::
SpAMalcolm: HAVE FUN NIGHTNIGHT STAY TRIPPY
SpAMalcolm: Whee!
SpA Carter: ::Trippies::
SpAMalcolm: ::she falls on me:: AHHH!
SpA Carter: AHH
SpAMalcolm: ::dies of...Kaseyitis::
SpA Carter: LOL Night
SpA Carter: ::Infects everyone::
SpAMalcolm: Nighters. ::infected::
SpA Carter: Heehee </html>
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Apr. 24th, 1999 | 01:21 am
posted by: trixasaurus in muskrat_logs


SpA Carter: I'm sorry..
SpA Carter: Kris
AmberMFB1: what
SpA Carter: Talk to me..
AmberMFB1: i was afk sorr
AmberMFB1: y
SpA Carter: Ahh
AmberMFB1: i don't feel good
SpA Carter: I know ::hugs her::
AmberMFB1: ::sighs, hugged::
SpA Carter: You wanna tell me what's wrong...?
AmberMFB1: i just got rejected, ok? and it really hurt
SpA Carter: That's all..? I've been rejected. ::Smirks:: So many times..
AmberMFB1: no thats not all
SpA Carter: What else is it?
AmberMFB1: a lot of stuff.. a whole lot of stuff
AmberMFB1: i'm miserable
SpA Carter: Come on, tell me..
AmberMFB1: look i don't fucking want to talk about it ::starts to cry::
SpA Carter: God dammit Kristi.. ::Hugs her::
AmberMFB1: ::hugged::
AmberMFB1: ::sighs very loudly::
SpA Carter: I gotta go soon
AmberMFB1: my parents have fought since before i was born. constant yelling. i've been through joint custody on and off all through my life, although i don't remember it until after my parent's divorce. my parents decided to stop the on-and-off separation when i started first grade. when i was seven years old, i would try to suffocate myself every night. i don't know why. all through elementary school, i was thought of as some child genius. after the "incident" in the summer before 5th grade, my grades dropped
SpA Carter: Kris..
AmberMFB1: significantly and my teacher put too much on my shoulders because i was supposed to be smart. i also was tardy to school every day and started failing and i never did anything. i had no friends. by sixth grade i was overweight and crap and by the summer before 7th grade i was an aol junkie. and let me tell you, aol has ruined my freaking life
SpA Carter: We have, huh?
AmberMFB1: heh
AmberMFB1: thats not what i mean and you know it
SpA Carter: ::Grins:: Yeah I know
AmberMFB1: but gad, i have no life anymore
AmberMFB1: at least you do stuff irl
SpA Carter: Well cause I like to
AmberMFB1: at least you can
SpA Carter: You can too..
AmberMFB1: yeah and just exactly what
SpA Carter: Rock climbing?? It's so fun
AmberMFB1: cant do that around here
SpA Carter: Sure, don't you have a climbing place?
With the walls and the pegs?
AmberMFB1: no
SpA Carter: Damn
AmberMFB1: there was this one at the clubhouse but it's a kids place
SpA Carter: Small?
AmberMFB1: that was a lot of fun
AmberMFB1: twenty-four feet...i guess when you're ten it's ok
SpA Carter: Hmm..
AmberMFB1: ::crying again::
SpA Carter: I wish I could call you..
AmberMFB1: ::sighs::
SpA Carter: ::Hugs her::
AmberMFB1: ::hugged::
AmberMFB1: just please dont tell anyone what i told you...please..
SpA Carter: Ok..
AmberMFB1: i told josh too so thats ok
AmberMFB1: well everything except being rejected
SpA Carter: Ok..
AmberMFB1: ::sighs::
AmberMFB1: i want to end this
SpA Carter: ::Hugs her:: SOrry
SpA Carter: NONO
AmberMFB1: my heart hurts
AmberMFB1: ::cries harder::
SpA Carter: NO!
SpA Carter: Cry..let it out..
AmberMFB1: ::sighs again, sniffling::
SpA Carter: I'm sorry I can't help much I feel awful..
AmberMFB1: ::sighs again::
SpA Carter: BSD
AmberMFB1: what
SpA Carter: LoL nothing
AmberMFB1: uh ok
AmberMFB1: ::starts crying at a song::
SpA Carter: What is it??
AmberMFB1: walking after you
SpA Carter: ::Hugs her::
AmberMFB1: ::likes the x-files version better...hugged::
SpA Carter: ::Heehee::
AmberMFB1: mulder asked me not to kill myself this morning
SpA Carter: So don't..
AmberMFB1: but i don't want to live
SpA Carter: YOU HAVE TO.
AmberMFB1: why
SpA Carter: Because I'd never want to live without you.
AmberMFB1: oh yeah right
SpA Carter: You know you introduced me to Dan, and he's special to me, and you're special to me.
AmberMFB1: ::starts to cry again::
SpA Carter: Cry all you want..
SpA Carter: Just don't kill yourself..
AmberMFB1: Oh gad rebecca
SpA Carter: Hm?
AmberMFB1: ::sighs:: never mind
AmberMFB1: i cant tell you
SpA Carter: Please..tell me..
AmberMFB1: I CNAT
AmberMFB1: CANT
SpA Carter: Please?!
AmberMFB1: no
AmberMFB1: i...i can't
SpA Carter: I need to know!
SpA Carter: If I'm gonna help you..
AmberMFB1: no
AmberMFB1: it's nothing important to the sitation
AmberMFB1: and it would make things much worse for you if i told you
AmberMFB1: so i wont
SpA Carter: Tell me..
AmberMFB1: NO DAMNIT
SpA Carter: Now you're killing me..
AmberMFB1: ::is really close to taking more medicine that she doesn't need::
SpA Carter: Kris..tell me..what is it?
AmberMFB1: ::shakes her head::
SpA Carter: PLEASE?!
SpA Carter: If I don't know I'll spend all night thinking about it and I won't be able to play baseball tomorrow..
AmberMFB1: oh god forget about me
SpA Carter: No!
SpA Carter: Tell me..
SpA Carter: PLEASE?! WHAT IS IT?
SpA Carter: My OCD is eating away at me..
AmberMFB1: DAMN IT DON'T MAKE ME
SpA Carter: Please...
AmberMFB1: IF I TELL YOU I'M JUST GOING TO FEEL WORSE
SpA Carter: BUT I CAN HELP YOU IF YOU TELL ME
AmberMFB1: NO YOU CAN'T
SpA Carter: YES I CAN
SpA Carter: I'M YOUR FRIEND GOD DAMMIT
SpA Carter: I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU AND YOU WON'T LET ME
AmberMFB1: BUT YOU CAN'T DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT
SpA Carter: I CAN HARDLY TYTPE BECAUSE I'M CRYING BECAUSE I WANT TO HELP YOU DAMMIT YOU WON"T LET ME
AmberMFB1: ::close to doing it:: DON'T MAKE ME
AmberMFB1: PLEASE ::starts crying harder::
SpA Carter: I NEED TO KNOW
SpA Carter: I WANT TO HELP YOU..
AmberMFB1: ::sobs::
SpA Carter: Please...
AmberMFB1: You have to promise not to tell anyone.
SpA Carter: Ok..
AmberMFB1: Especially...not Dan
SpA Carter: I swear.
AmberMFB1: I fell in love with him. And he told me yesterday that.. that he likes you.
SpA Carter: Oh God...
AmberMFB1: So I have not wanted to talk to you cuz I'm jealous. ::crying::
SpA Carter: ::Feels so awful now::
AmberMFB1: I don't want to be
AmberMFB1: And I want evetying to be better and it'd be better if I wasn't around...
SpA Carter: No!
SpA Carter: No it wouldn't!
SpA Carter: I'd miss you so badly..
AmberMFB1: I think I'm about to throw up
AmberMFB1: ::swallows::
SpA Carter: It's okay..
SpA Carter: I feel so bad..
SpA Carter: I had no idea..
AmberMFB1: ::starts crying harder:: I'm not sure though
AmberMFB1: He didn't actually come out and say it but I think so..
SpA Carter: What did he say?
AmberMFB1: ::goes to the log::
SpA Carter: Send it to me, before I go..
AmberMFB1: hm, maybe I didn't log it..
SpA Carter: Well, what do you remember?
AmberMFB1: no, here it is.
AmberMFB1: AmberMFB1: Dan.. Kase is concerning me.
IMalcolmJP: Hm... Well, honestly, there is something to your concern, I guess... I think, lately...maybe cuz she's needed support and I've been there, I donno, I've sort of...been getting feelings for her...
AmberMFB1: Oh..
SpA Carter: Ah..
SpA Carter: I'm so sorry..
AmberMFB1: And then I read all those logs you sent and Dan was in almost every single one and I wasn't in any..
AmberMFB1: I felt stupid.
SpA Carter: I had so many with you I swear I did!
SpA Carter: But I got pissed off because Tom was going through my files.
SpA Carter: He started deleting a lot of my files and it pissed me off.
AmberMFB1: John's scaring me...
SpA Carter: He always scares you..
AmberMFB1: I can't figure out if he's pulling a serious joke on me or if he's really coming here...
SpA Carter: I think he's joking becuase he said he was coming by Spam's school and then "said he couldn't"..
AmberMFB1: Oh well he really sounded joking then..
SpA Carter: Look, I'm gonna go..I need to think about a way to fix this..
AmberMFB1: Nono, Dan can't know I said anything to you
AmberMFB1: Please.
SpA Carter: I know, I need to think hard about it..someway to make you feel better about it..
AmberMFB1: I don't keep much from him.. but just this one thing.
AmberMFB1: ::sighs:: Okay
SpA Carter: And honestly, Kris, I was fearing this would happen..
AmberMFB1: why?
SpA Carter: Well..
SpA Carter: I knew Dan had feelings for me..and I have had feeling for him...and I was fearing this would happen..so he and I decided to just be close friends and take it slow..
AmberMFB1: ::sighs::
AmberMFB1: And you guys would be better together.
SpA Carter: Why don't you tell him?..that may be one way..
SpA Carter: But you know what pisses me off.
AmberMFB1: Tell him what?
SpA Carter: Tell him you're in love with him....This is like Gone With the Wind, because Scarlet had feelings for Ashley and Ashley got married to some one else, and she never got Ashley..
AmberMFB1: I *told* him
SpA Carter: You did?!
AmberMFB1: That's why I said I've been rejected.
SpA Carter: You didn't tell me that!..
AmberMFB1: Cuz that's how I feel.
AmberMFB1: Sorry.
SpA Carter: I didn't..make that connection..
SpA Carter: He rejected you?..how?
AmberMFB1: He didn't really reject me..
AmberMFB1: He just said he didn't want a relationship with me.
AmberMFB1: And he led me on for so long!
SpA Carter: Do you have that log?..
AmberMFB1: Where he said he sdin't want a relationship?
SpA Carter: Yeah
AmberMFB1: well it happened over a long period of time
SpA Carter: Did it?..
AmberMFB1: Yeah we talked for a long time
SpA Carter: So You didn't really log it?
AmberMFB1: No I did
AmberMFB1: Some of it I don't want to send
AmberMFB1: I'll edit
AmberMFB1: Hold on
SpA Carter: Yes.
AmberMFB1: ::sighs:: There's so much of this that I want to take it that's it's going to look like nothing happened
AmberMFB1: Ok, John's telling me about his flight now...
SpA Carter: Well, look, don't edit it.
SpA Carter: I won't take anything personally...
SpA Carter: You were upset and you didn't know what you were saying.
AmberMFB1: ::sighs::
AmberMFB1: I'm still going to look like an idiot
SpA Carter: I won't look at you in any other way than I do now.
SpA Carter: The greatest friend I've ever had..
AmberMFB1: Mulder XF7: The flight leaves from Miami at 7:40am.
Mulder XF7: And I get to Ft. Worth at..
AmberMFB1: ::stares at him:: You're starting to freak me out.
Mulder XF7: 11:50
Mulder XF7: You think I'm not serious?
AmberMFB1: Yeah.
Mulder XF7: hehe, we'll see.
AmberMFB1: ::sighs::
AmberMFB1: I'm still going to look stupid
SpA Carter: God..
SpA Carter: Tell him to shut up..
AmberMFB1: I always make a big deal about stupid things
SpA Carter: GTG
SpA Carter: bye
AmberMFB1: bye </html>
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